A Cell Phone is Now a Weapon of War?

Okay, so I'm not a bad person. But in this certain girl world, saying one thing out of line could get you majorly $#&%^*@. Especially with someone like... let's call her Rachael. Now Rachael doesn't quite understand that the world doesn't revolve around her feelings, wishes, and words. So when you accidentally get a hairline crack that one eggshell, she'll slaughter the whole chicken.

For one instance, I told some of my other "friends" that I thought it was silly and harsh that her religion forbade women to wear makeup or go to dances. She got V-E-R-Y offended by this and launched a tyrade. I managed to calm her down, and by her grace she forgave me. Oh goodie. But when Rachael's grandmother passes away of natural causes, you never, NEVER say anything beyond "poor baby." Because when you say, "She won't be sad forever. It was only her grandma, and she died peacefully so it's something she can move on from" Prepare for all hell to break loose, freeze over, and come back to beat the crap out of you.

That's where this little nifty invention like a cell phone comes in. Sure, they're a lifesaver when you're in a car crash or kidnapped. But it is a full blown weapon of war when it's used in an anything-goes bitch fight. Text messages, calls, it never ended. To them I was a heartless, backstabbing, bitch of a person. Also a druggie freak because once I accidentally got mildly high off of some paint when I was a painting (forgot to open the garage door) and because I cosplayed. Also, and emo psycho because once in 7th grade I was in a phase and I slit my wrists shallowly just to see what it was like. (Only lasted like 2 months...) and I tried it only once more after my Uncle died. (Reminded me too much of what happened before, so I stopped immedietly) So basically, all I ever said to them was thrown right back into my face.

Now, I was in a perfect position to do the same. Now one of the girls that was calling me all these things (let's call her Nikki) did full blown drugs and lost her virginity in 9th grade to some random guy. But I was so headstrong to NOT be the person that they were accusing me of being that I did not bring up anything. I did not mention any of the hundreds of secrets that they had entrusted in me the whole time we had been friends. Not. One. Even while my phone is still buzzing and humming like mad, I refuse to be like them.

So here's a good moral code when in a fight: Don't say or do anything that they want you to do. I knew that she was just provoking me so I'll say something she can smash in my face later. Also, when in a text fight, they WANT you to respond. If you don't it just makes them angry and then they have nothing to work off of.

Also, sometimes fights like these are a good thing. It seperates out your real friends out with the ones that are secretly waiting to sink the dagger into your unsuspecting flesh. I could tell by who was texting me telling me I was a freak and the ones who were posting on my Facebook telling me that I was talented and beautiful. :)

Just keep this in mind: The names that people call you are just showing the ignorance and frustration inside themselves, especially if it's through text messages. Don't respond, keep a cool head, and delete them as FB friends before they spam every single one of your posts and pictures! >.>

Anyways... good night all. I hope tomorrow will be a better day. :)    

Being naughty, but dreaming of something new.

It's actually kind of fun being someone who works fast. Because now while everyone is working hard on their cell projects typing away on their laptops, here I am blogging. As long as I am sneaky I can probably get away with it. xD

Although I do love how relaxed the school sytem is here in my school. We're all set to do our own work with complete trust that we'll do a god job and we'll work hard. Before you get all mad, I'm already done... But as i'm sitting here there is soft rok music floating about the air as people listen to their iPods or occasionally check their phones. Of course, there are a few that abuse such a relaxed atmosphere, but you're just going to have to come to terms with the fact that whenever there is something good there is going to be a long line of people just waiting to abuse it.

I was looking at my YouTube channel the other day and realized that I haven't added a video in over two months. :/ I feel like I have to add something soon since I've been so active in my other cosplay groups. I just need some inspiration of something that I can do..

So my mom finally told me what she thinks of my idea of studying abroad my Senior year in a French high school. I'm supposed to make a power point about the reasons why they should let me and present it to them. for sme reason, I thought this idea what actually really funny. What is this, a buisness meeting? Well I guess in a sense letting me study overseas is a buisness decision for our family. With a $12,000 tuition fee it's certainly a financial decision as well.

But I was really happy when I found out that the organization I was thinking of exchanging through has a club right here in my town! They're going to help me with fundraising, studying, and making all of the preperations for travelling abroad and being placed in a home and school. I just really hope my parents get how much this means t me and how bad I want to go...

What do you think? Have you ever studied abroad or thought about it?

Why So Anti-Gay...?

Woah, it's stormy outside. :O Only in Minnesota do we have a huge thunderstorm the day before a foot a snow. Oh well! I love it here nonetheless. ^_^

My Renge wig was orded a few weeks ago! I'm really excited to get it and actually start filming shorts for NYAHpro. The head director Ash (who plays Hani) has already got up a bunch of little shorts and the first episode of her "show". It's actually really cute! Check it out! :D

Now, onto a heavier topic. A couple days ago I got into a huge argument with some girls over my Facebook status. It read: 'Why so anti-gay? Jesus had two dads, and he was just fine." Funny, right? :p I sure thought it was. Just to let you know, I am a Christian. I go to church and stuff like a "good" christian, it's just I like to make strange statments like that.

Also, I didn't even think of it myself. I got it from a FailBlog post. I knew that people were going to get mad at me, and some weren't going to get it. But I could care less, it's something I usually do to make in-your-face comments on Facebook and such. Nothing too bad, just jabs at conservatives and anti-gay activists.

But these two girls were apparently VERY offended by that statement. (One was my age and one was still in middle school, mind you.) Without missing a beat, they started yelleing at me calling me disgusting, non-christian, etc. etc. I fought back, but later deleted the comments just to keep it as a joke. They then called me things like a coward and will face the wrath of God because I'm a sinner. I didn't really care, because my Uncle was gay and I am going to stand up for my family.

But what hit me hard was when they pulled the "good Christian card" on me. One of the girls sent me a message saying that she'd pray for me that one day I'd be saved. Saved? Saved from what? A mind that thinks of God as a guy with a sense of humor and a good heart? A life of trying to give people equal opportunities? If that's what I'm being "saved" from, then give your prayers to someone else.

I'll think what I want. And let everyone else know what those thoughts are. If this is what comes from doing that, then so be it.

AA-HA-HA-HA-HA-HAAAA

Big news! I've been chosen to be Renge in a super special awesome cosplay group called NYAHproductions! :D We'll be hosting a Anime Detour panel and a picnic photoshoot. Also we'll be doing little skits and something called the Hani show. :3 Check it out!

Also! I survived my first Dough Raising night at Domino's! That's a night where we donate $2 for every order that comes in, so we're VEEEEEERY busy. Labels galore! Holy crap, when you see 5 meters of labels spitting out of the machine that'll make anyone on edge. But after, the manager told me I did very good. ^_^ I've only worked there for a month, so that's a really good achievment. :3

Not the sharpest moment... But it might make your day a little brighter.

Okay, so I must tell you how I totally embarassed myself at work the other day.

I've been working at Domino's for about 3 weeks now, so I'm still very new and getting used to the computer systems and such. Being my first job, I also had a lot of customer service to learn also.

It was a slow Saturday, me and two other insiders were bouncing about the place doing putsy things waiting for order to come in while a few drivers were grazing about folding boxes. A car drove up to the pickup window, a usual thing. Tony told me to get it, so I did. I wiped off my hands on my apron and pushed the window open. But as I leaned out to ask if he was here to pick up, I smashed my head on the steel bar that runs across the top of the window.

"Ow!" I cried out, clutching my head and squinting because the blow had forced tears into my eyes. The driver looked startled, and asked if I was okay. I was fine, but I then screwed up his order. Then the next lady drove up, and I screwed up her order too. *sigh*...

Learn from my fail, people! Windows aren't as low as you think they are! xD

A Brand New Box

Hello eveyone! Welcome to my blog. I made this to go hand in hand with my YouTube account, also StarInkyness. I heavily enjoy making costumes and making videos with my friends. Here's the link to my page, check it out if you like cosplay, Anime, or random digital shorts! :D Also, if you see a funny or awesome cosplay video, don't hesitate to send it to me!

Well right now we have several idea in mind for a Nordics and Genderbent video, and it should be out as soon as they finish their cosplays! Jabu {FemAmerica} is almost done, her bomber jacket will be finished in a week or so. Cowah {FemEngland} just needs the skirt hemmed and a sturdy wig and she's done.Our FemSweden, FemCanada, and FemItaly haven't had much done yet.

Here's my finished FemRussia, should be debuted soon in the video. :3
Custom-design. Over 10 hours of work! I'll have the how-to up soon.

Thanks for reading! I'll update later with any more news. ;)