Soooo I used to have a friend that always seemed to need gratification from other people that she was a cool, popular, and happy person that had a lot of friends. With social networking, people are becoming more focused on who they appear to be instead of who they really are. I dom't know how many times I've read on girl's Facebook or Myspace pages that they're 'outgoing' and 'friendly' and 'love to meet new people' but are complete bitches in real life. The way I see it, the internet has become sort of like a mask that people use to portray themselves differently than they really are, more like the person they want to be tan working on how to actually acheive their goal.
But anyways, I got sidetracked there. I used to have a friend that every single time we would go out, even if just to McDonalds or whatever, she'd take 258,723,052,348,714 pictures and upload every single one to Facebook, working crappy editing with a few with bright colors and random shit like "Summer!" and "best friends!" and whatever. And with the ones that she looked crappy in, she'd tag herself, say she was ugly, the pointidly untag herself. What the heck?! Anyways, I don't try and understand the workings of these girls. I would deactivate my Facebook if it weren't for all of the cosplay pictures and hot single lesbians I want to stalk. ...what? >.>
Anyways~ You know what's delicious? Take a piece of bread and toast it, give it a good layer of grape jam and slap a slice of provolone cheese on top, eating it open face. Delicious. ^^
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
Sunday, June 19, 2011
K-Pop Sunday
I'm a super super super huuuuge K-Pop fan. I've been a super huge fan of SuJu, 2NE1, BigBang, and SNSD for about a year, but recently got really into f(x). SHINee latched onto me along the way, and I've been pretty partial to BoA and SS501. But this week I finally found myself getting a new look at TVXQ. Holy crap, they lost a lot of members... the last I saw them was their infamous "Mirotic" video, and now they've dwindled down to just two members. :/ But regardless, they're still pumping out some pretty nice stuff. O.O
Like this, a newer song that was released in January. At first I was like "Erm.... I dunno about this." It just looked like another drowning group that was trying way too hard to have a certain image, but at first I thought they just lost sight of who their demographic was. But now that I've watched it again, I /really/ like it. :O The song is rather catchy with a certain amount of edge, but it does take a while for it to grow on you. The way I see it, never disregard a music group after watching their videos once or twice. You might find yourself changing your mind.
THIS however, I fell in love with right away. x3 it's sooooo... goooood. @_@ The song pulled me in right away, and the dancing is awesome. It just added to the boy band orgasm that I was having. Siwooooon~! Heeeenry~! Why are you so gorgeous~? T.T Hehe. x3 Oh, but the singing in this is quite awesome. Yes yes yes, I know some of it is autotuned. But really, what isn't these days? At least Zhou Mi can still hit those killer notes like a pro. ^^ I'm proud of you, son.
Ugh... WHY f(x), WHY? T.T I really really don't like this. And the teaser just looks ridiculous. And this isn't even their song! Monrose did this 4 years ago. :/ It just seems way too cutesy for them. Like Danger was pretty Asian-esque, but this is just kind of pushing it. [Although Amber looks totally foxy still and regardless I would still boink her in a secondwhaaaat? >.>] Ah well, with luck once the full MV comes out I hope it grows on me. :/
Yaaay for K-Pop~!
Like this, a newer song that was released in January. At first I was like "Erm.... I dunno about this." It just looked like another drowning group that was trying way too hard to have a certain image, but at first I thought they just lost sight of who their demographic was. But now that I've watched it again, I /really/ like it. :O The song is rather catchy with a certain amount of edge, but it does take a while for it to grow on you. The way I see it, never disregard a music group after watching their videos once or twice. You might find yourself changing your mind.
THIS however, I fell in love with right away. x3 it's sooooo... goooood. @_@ The song pulled me in right away, and the dancing is awesome. It just added to the boy band orgasm that I was having. Siwooooon~! Heeeenry~! Why are you so gorgeous~? T.T Hehe. x3 Oh, but the singing in this is quite awesome. Yes yes yes, I know some of it is autotuned. But really, what isn't these days? At least Zhou Mi can still hit those killer notes like a pro. ^^ I'm proud of you, son.
Ugh... WHY f(x), WHY? T.T I really really don't like this. And the teaser just looks ridiculous. And this isn't even their song! Monrose did this 4 years ago. :/ It just seems way too cutesy for them. Like Danger was pretty Asian-esque, but this is just kind of pushing it. [Although Amber looks totally foxy still and regardless I would still boink her in a secondwhaaaat? >.>] Ah well, with luck once the full MV comes out I hope it grows on me. :/
Yaaay for K-Pop~!
Friday, June 17, 2011
Brave Cosplayer, Fighting the Heat
I've pretty much been alone most of the week, save a couple visits from friends. But sis #1 is at camp, sis #2 is at marching band, and my two parents are at work. it wouldn't be so bad, you know? I could go somewhere and not have to tell anyone, go to a movie that /I/ want, go meet up with friends, but alas, no. My sister took the Buick, so all I've got is my Schwinn. T.T Good exercise, at least...
So today I went to work, and while I was cheerful, it seemed like everyone around me was rather melancholy... then I realized how much Janessa and Kayla must hate it when I get depressed. D: When I'm that way, I just take orders in a quiet voice and make pizzas with my head down, not even trying to make conversation. She was just a little un-talkative, and I wanted to shoot myself. Ooooh goodness, reality check, much? >.< Well I'm trying out this new... erm... "program" to relieve my mood swings [which really involves just watching what I eat, exercising a little more, and other good-for-you shit] and hopefully I'll be less annoying to my poor co-workers. :/
Well on a happier note, I just got done filming a Denmark video that I have been putting off for /ages./ Or at least it feels like ages... I dunno, Tik Tok Nordic Style has gotten about 6,000 views by now, it certainly feels that way. Well I must say that Den is pretty hot, but that costume is fucking. HOT. :O Although it makes sense, a winter coat over a long sleeved button down in 70 degree temperature....
See now I'm purposefully trying to not look at the keyboard when I type, via an unspoken challenge from Kayla. It's proving to be quite a challenge... But if she can do it, so can I! >:D Mwa-ha-ha-ha-ha.
So this next week I have to do my best to find time to film a Renge music video for NYAH.... ugh. I don like that wig when it's this hot... T.T But I guess I have no choice! Well my videos have done processing, so until then! ^^
So today I went to work, and while I was cheerful, it seemed like everyone around me was rather melancholy... then I realized how much Janessa and Kayla must hate it when I get depressed. D: When I'm that way, I just take orders in a quiet voice and make pizzas with my head down, not even trying to make conversation. She was just a little un-talkative, and I wanted to shoot myself. Ooooh goodness, reality check, much? >.< Well I'm trying out this new... erm... "program" to relieve my mood swings [which really involves just watching what I eat, exercising a little more, and other good-for-you shit] and hopefully I'll be less annoying to my poor co-workers. :/
Well on a happier note, I just got done filming a Denmark video that I have been putting off for /ages./ Or at least it feels like ages... I dunno, Tik Tok Nordic Style has gotten about 6,000 views by now, it certainly feels that way. Well I must say that Den is pretty hot, but that costume is fucking. HOT. :O Although it makes sense, a winter coat over a long sleeved button down in 70 degree temperature....
See now I'm purposefully trying to not look at the keyboard when I type, via an unspoken challenge from Kayla. It's proving to be quite a challenge... But if she can do it, so can I! >:D Mwa-ha-ha-ha-ha.
So this next week I have to do my best to find time to film a Renge music video for NYAH.... ugh. I don like that wig when it's this hot... T.T But I guess I have no choice! Well my videos have done processing, so until then! ^^
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
That'll
Today there wasn't a whole bunch on my mind, the usual fluff and dust that's been blowing around for a while. I'm not saying my mind is empty, just that there's not a terribly important amount of stuff in its space. The quarter is winding down and my mind should be preoccupied with finals, vocab, assignments, and other bits and pieces of useless information. But I'm just not feeling it these past few weeks.
I kind of feel the same as Lev. I was watching his new 'Tales of Mere Existence" episode and he said that he was in an artist's rut, and the one thing that he used to get himself out of the rut was to just draw a whole bunch of really random things and hope that somehow the ideas will come together to actually pull him out of the rut. So here I go...
I cut all of my hair cut the other week. I like it now, it's an odd cross between Arthur Kirkland and Justin Bieber. I certainly like one more than the other, but that's how it's turning out to be. I really like it, but it certainly irks me that almost everyone sees me and immediately assumes that I'm a lesbian. Why does having short have to make me attracted to other girls? it just really bugs me how severely people can judge. Now, no one can say that they don't judge at all. You see a Latino and most of you would assume that they speak Spanish. You see someone wearing a Packers T-Shirt you assume that they don't like the Vikings. You see two women walking down the street holding hands you'd assume that they are lesbians. You're not going to think "Oh, maybe they're just friends" 97% of you will think that they are lesbians.
I'm not saying that I don't judge people at all, I just don't see someone on the surface and assume a huge character trait of them.
The other day in Mock Trial my friend Evan was talking about his job. He goes around to Weight watchers in our county and stacks boxes. He was telling me about how he hates all the fat ladies that stormed in after New Year's with their resolutions to lose weight and knocked him over. I laughed my ass off for a good 5 minutes. xD Harder than the time that Patrick colored a picture of a Peanut's character, labeled it Magnus (Evan's nickname), and labeled the newspaper Peppermint Patty was reading "porn"
I have received a nickname as well from my good "friends" at Mock Trial. There are two Emmas, and the other one is a lawyer so she's a bit more important then me. (I'm a timekeeper because I have to miss practices a lot) So everyone's always saying "Emma I need.... Emma when are you... Emma can you..." and it confuses me really bad. So one day I finally said "Okay, one of us needs a nickname" she said "Well do you have anyhing we can call you?" I thought for a moment, and said "Ruth! My middle name." She didn't hear me quit right, and said, "Okay Roof!" Because of a misunderstanding, my nickname is now Roof. :p
Yesterday I tried to make a narrative about my costume for NYAH, but it took me 7 takes and I never actually got anything done except for burn out another perfectly good battery and an hour of film that's quite useless. I've never been good with just improvising things that I need to say in front of a camera. I always forget what's next and I find myself just sitting there thinking while the camera is running and I stand there wasting 5 minutes of film on me standing there, thinking. I've always had poor reaction times when cameras are on. I feel almost bad for Ash when we were filming for the MOA video because I tried really hard to always know exactly what I was going to do next, and I don't think I did very well because of it...
Well at least that'll leave me something to work with, then.
Apparently that'll isn't a word...
I kind of feel the same as Lev. I was watching his new 'Tales of Mere Existence" episode and he said that he was in an artist's rut, and the one thing that he used to get himself out of the rut was to just draw a whole bunch of really random things and hope that somehow the ideas will come together to actually pull him out of the rut. So here I go...
I cut all of my hair cut the other week. I like it now, it's an odd cross between Arthur Kirkland and Justin Bieber. I certainly like one more than the other, but that's how it's turning out to be. I really like it, but it certainly irks me that almost everyone sees me and immediately assumes that I'm a lesbian. Why does having short have to make me attracted to other girls? it just really bugs me how severely people can judge. Now, no one can say that they don't judge at all. You see a Latino and most of you would assume that they speak Spanish. You see someone wearing a Packers T-Shirt you assume that they don't like the Vikings. You see two women walking down the street holding hands you'd assume that they are lesbians. You're not going to think "Oh, maybe they're just friends" 97% of you will think that they are lesbians.
I'm not saying that I don't judge people at all, I just don't see someone on the surface and assume a huge character trait of them.
The other day in Mock Trial my friend Evan was talking about his job. He goes around to Weight watchers in our county and stacks boxes. He was telling me about how he hates all the fat ladies that stormed in after New Year's with their resolutions to lose weight and knocked him over. I laughed my ass off for a good 5 minutes. xD Harder than the time that Patrick colored a picture of a Peanut's character, labeled it Magnus (Evan's nickname), and labeled the newspaper Peppermint Patty was reading "porn"
I have received a nickname as well from my good "friends" at Mock Trial. There are two Emmas, and the other one is a lawyer so she's a bit more important then me. (I'm a timekeeper because I have to miss practices a lot) So everyone's always saying "Emma I need.... Emma when are you... Emma can you..." and it confuses me really bad. So one day I finally said "Okay, one of us needs a nickname" she said "Well do you have anyhing we can call you?" I thought for a moment, and said "Ruth! My middle name." She didn't hear me quit right, and said, "Okay Roof!" Because of a misunderstanding, my nickname is now Roof. :p
Yesterday I tried to make a narrative about my costume for NYAH, but it took me 7 takes and I never actually got anything done except for burn out another perfectly good battery and an hour of film that's quite useless. I've never been good with just improvising things that I need to say in front of a camera. I always forget what's next and I find myself just sitting there thinking while the camera is running and I stand there wasting 5 minutes of film on me standing there, thinking. I've always had poor reaction times when cameras are on. I feel almost bad for Ash when we were filming for the MOA video because I tried really hard to always know exactly what I was going to do next, and I don't think I did very well because of it...
Well at least that'll leave me something to work with, then.
Apparently that'll isn't a word...
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